MIsiing u my Dear

HEELO PEEPS!!HOWS UR HOLIDAYS??FUN???ME???NEHH....
The best holiday was like yesterday..Omg is super ffing fun to the core lerhs....hahaha....i notty made melvin angry.hahaha....nvm...

12.45-meet syahirah at the bustop at t-mart lerhs...she late..omg ffing hot lerhs..

12.55-finally meet her...walk to find jia hui's house...somehow meet Daryl under the block..hahaha...got 1 indian boy super cute carry lots of leave..I dunno y syahirah sae smtg..okae nvm..stm!!

1pm-In jia Hui's house...as usual Melvin late lah..hahah..we call him,scared he lost..hahaha...start with his bapok here and there...

1.05 till 1.10-choose stupid story(melvin arrive)

1.10 till 1.35-record luhs...i sound like a retard...lol...melvin screww up his part...he go like pause for a few secs...we told him to slow down using hand signal but he go stop...haiz Daryl say he edit lerhs...if he noes...hahaha

Den we chill out on her bed..okae...too bad daryl have to go home...hahaha..we visit ppls facebook...hahaha...den we were looking at my frens den we go to Rahmats facebokk...hahahha..syahirah go loook at the photo..hahaha..so funnnny laugh like sioa lerhs...hahah no offence..Syahirah said he step handsome..hahahha...veh funny....okae den go Mellissa blog...den blah blah blah to tired to describe ready...:D

I was reading this malay novel which i read till i cried..i noe i am preety emotional wen read novels...i spent the whole morning doing so..haiz the tittle is Sebening Rindu(haiz...translation error...it means somehow missing someone)><
there were few lines that i love...hahaha...feel like writing it down..

"Belajarlah menyayangi diri sendiri.Berikan rasa cintamu pada ALLAH dan kita sebagai mahkluk yang lemah hanya bisa bertawakal setelah mencoba.."

Persahabatan tidak mustahil berakhir dengan percintaan tetapi tiada percintaan yang bloeh berakhir dengan persahabatan.."

Biarkan mereka yang tidak pernah menemui cinta sejati percaya bahawa ia tidak wujud.Keyakinan itu akan menolong mereka hidup dan mati dngan lebih senang.."

Semalam,kesatlah sraut rindu di wajahmu,semalam adalah kisah yang tidak tersentuh untuk kita rangkul menjadi nyata.."

Malam ini kasih teringat aku padamu.Seakan kau hadir di sisi menemaniku.kuyakinkan diri agar tidak sepi.Kulewati kau hadir di dalam mimpiku..."

Penantian itu satu penyeksaan
tetapi penyeksaan itu juga mengajar kita erti cinta dan kesabaran.
Kesabaran yang lahir kerana cinta yang suci.

HELLO PEEPS!!!
Let me summarise my holidays this days..Haiz..so many hw lerh....i hate it...haiz...must complete it...must be guai lerh....hehhehe...

5.9.09(sat)-spent torturing times in stupid tuition class...intended not to go..daddt say"ur result so lan still do wan go"endure the idiot aizul stupidity...next week test lerh..haiz...need study like sioa lerhs..><

6.9.09(sun)torturing day to go JB..haiz miss someone so much cos cnt msg lerhs...exxxxx!!$$$1 per msg..sioa..i straight pokai lah!!!hahah..mummy wen home early so the happines came back to my facee...can smile derh wen can msg..if tat eemo luhss..hahha...daddy say i sioz ting tong(mad)hehehhehe..i madly in love..lol><

7.9.09(mon)wake up quite early 10???hehhehe entertain msg lerh...den wake up bathe den go sku wait for wai yee lerh wan do maths stupid project..:( wen wai yee come ask her wait a while for ***** the innovation ws student to wait for syahirah to discuss the plans on eng project...haiz..den wait for ehemms,haiz...tok tok with ehemms and Zul..damn fun lerhs....>< go bustop meet ehemms again...hahahha...ehemms accompany me while wai yee abandon me to buy her apple pie...wai yee say i to obsess with ehemms....i am hurt..hehehhe..*smiles*hahah..do lah project...sianzz....haiz.....wat to do?sleepluhs!

6.9.09(tues)-hahahha...came early to sku to see ehemms..hahaha..veh fun toking hehhehehe..lol den train untill i sioa lerhs..hahah too tired den go home lerhs...hahhah..too tired to continue...

8.9.09(now)-go meet wai yee in library luhs...hahhaveh funny meet BEN and MITCHELL...lol....wai yee go cover her face whole time den saw JOLYNN and JAMIE..hahha...chiong the maths den go home...no!!go shoppin...heheheh..we saw this bra section and wai yee and me was super sick...hehhehe....den saw this mannequin got wear the pants that looks like a map...den say..ehemm...too sick for my blog...hehhehe....

okae the end of 5 days of holidays 4 more to go...i am missing someone...

Kerana dirimu,
ku bangkit & brlari mengejar hari esk
yang pasti.
ku brsyukur kepada TUHAN
yang mmbenarknku mengenali mu yg teristimewa di dlm hati dan jiwa ini
Kini juga kusedari
rindu yang tersimpan
dalam hati dan sanubari ini
hanya untukmu yang dikasihi...

HELLO PEEPS!

i feel like writing a poem..haiz...but my comp der sioa lerh..cnt write the small font...so must wait till can lerhs...aniwae...I cant believe its almost been a year in Secondary school life..yar it has been different and also special this few weeks..:]

Aniwae..while i wen bak home lerh..saw this jc guy i always meet in the lift every morning derh...sooo shuai lerh just now...sumre he drive car lerh...jc cn drive lerh??pro sia...and he is super shuai lerh..hahahha...he look veh funny like lin ming tat..botak head...oh ya my dearest Mr lin Ming...heheh..nice try of foolin Ms Deepa of ur birthday..i oso kena fooled...how could i forgot thr L.M birthdae...18.03.96..U and tat stupid idiot Zhi Xian ah...same lerh..fool but damn fake...got evry mth birthdae wan meh...siow lerh??so u would be like how many years old derhs...

Haiz..Lin Ming miss ur house lerh...i wan go ur house do the project kerhs..ehemm..sounds wrong...hehe...tat ime do art..haiz...it was super fun with U,Mitch,Melvin,Cannonball and Me...haizz...3 guys 2 gals hor...sumre thnx cannon cos wan join with me if tat i oni gal...ewww..ok tats so long ago but its the best grp project ever..hehhe>< i miss it so much..hahah...

P.S:Last years Ramadhan had been a special one...Can i consider this years Ramadhan to be special too??I am lucky to have meet it...:]
Bye
Ciao!

I'm being tagged to do this quiz by Jasmine, thanks btw , :D
Name your friends from A-Z
A: Angeline
B: Benjamin
C: Claudia
D: Daniel(r3)
E: Emanuel
F: Farah
G: Gina
H: Hafiz
I: Izzat
J: Jasmine
K: Kenneth
L: Lin Ming
M: Mitchell
N: Najiha
O: -
P: Paul
Q: Qamarina
R: Rahmat:)
S: Syafiq
T: Taury
U: -
V: Vallery
W: Wai yee
X: Xiao Han
Y: Yan Ting
Z: Zhi Xian
9.Can R and S be together in BGR ?(Rahmat n Syafiq)
Nopp, unless they are gay,which the are not ><><

10. What's the relationship between U and E ?
pri sku frens?

11. Who does Z like ?
Obvious

12. Who is I's best friend?
His idiot soccer mates

13. What colour does Y like ?
No idea-.-
14. Where does F live?
Tampines derhs..

15. Did you and C have a fight before ?
NO

16. Who is H's best friend ?
Maybe Melvin ?

17. What can u say about T?
chio?

18. If J tells you she have a crush on you?
I'm not a les

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Do u noe the song something happened to my heart/My heart had a brain freeze
I love it cos of the beat and the lyrics tat ar meaningful...

Kajimallaedo meomchweon seoraedo
Noereul hyanghaeganeun nae mamingeol
Dalji do anhi juljido anhi
Waeiri nae sarangeun

Chueok hana hana sego ddo seneura
Mameun hanshido shwijil mothae
Kanugido himdeul jimman dwiltende
Wae nan beorijido mothaneunji

Jeongmal kaseumi otteokae dwenabwa
Nunmeon sarange babo ga dwenabwa
Ojik hangoman maeil hangoman
Neoran seulpeun bitcheul baraboda

Nunmul saemajeodo gojangi nanabwa
Jakku nunmuli meojil anha
Keujeo hanmadiman, saranghae hanmadiman
Naege malhaejumyeon andwini

Soneul bbodeobwado amuri bulreodo
Neoneun naegeseo meolgiman hae
Apeun sangcheoman dwil darangiltende
Wae nan jiujido mothaneunji

Jeongmal kaseumi otteoke dwaenabwa
Nunmeon sarange babo ga dwaenabwa
Ojik hangoman, maeil hangoman
Neoran seulpeun bitcheul baraboda.

Nunmul saemajeodo gojangi nanabwa
Jakku nunmuli meojil anha
Keujeo hanmadiman, saranghae hanmadiman
Naege malhaejumyeon andwini

Niga useumyeon nado haengbok hada
Kodjimalro nal wirohae bojiman

Niga hyanghaeseon go naega aniraseo
Wiroun nunmuli heulreo

Jeongmal shimjangi eotteoke dwaenabwa
Himdeun sarange micheo boryeonabwa
Kajido mothae ijjido mothae
Neoreul haru haru kidarida

Neomuna keuriwo tali nangeongeobwa
Neoreul neomuna saranghaeseo
Keujo hankaji man ni maeum hankaji man
Naege nanweojumyeon andwini

eng version

Even though I tell it not to go,
Even though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease
Why is my love like this

One by one, I count and count the memories
My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can’t I even throw them away

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you
Can’t you just tell me?

Even if I hold out my hands,
No matter how much I call out
You’re always far from me
It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t I erase it

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
Just one word, the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie
That I’m happy if you just smile
Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much
Just one thing, your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me

Can’t you love me……………………………..